Al-Fatihah untuk Abah..

Abah... Selamat Hari Lahir Abah... Sally x dpt nak skip entry ni coz its means a lot to me... Klu 5 tahun yg lalu, Sally sempat ucap selamat hari lahir abah through phone coz Abah jauh kat Kelantan.. tapi this year and coming years.. tak der phone yang dapat menghubungkan kami.. coz abah dah jauh di alam lain.. Tapi masih dekat di hati kami... dan.. yang pasti.. Adik tak pernah alpa untuk hadiahkan Abah al-Fatihah setiap hari.. dan hari ni, sempena Hari Lahir Abah... adik hadiahkan al-Fatihah dan bacaan al-Quran untuk abah.. coz adik sayang abah sangat-sangat... 

Adik bukak balik cincin pemberian abah, yang adik simpan elok di dalam kotak.. coz adik dah tak muat nak pakai.. (Jgn gelak Kak Jah & Cik Temah.. mood sedih ni).. adik tetap simpan.. untuk Adelina or Arissa maybe.. tu pun klu diaorg nak pakai... cincin tu abah beli untuk adik masa bulan puasa.. seminggu nak raya.. dan kata abah sempena hari jadi adik jugak.... luckily Kak Da tak jealous masa Abah bg hadiah kat adik masa tu... Abah bawak adik sendiri pergi pilih kat kedai emas... Adik kiss abah kat pipi.. Adik miss that moment... Saat-saat kiss pipi Abah... Kali terakhir adik kiss Abah... masa tu abah dah kaku.. baring dlm pakaian ihram abah.. coz abah dah ready nak pergi haji tahun tu... sejuk pipi abah.. dibasahi siraman air mawar... masih terasa lagi kat bibir adik... Adik rindu nak kiss abah lagi...

Hadiah hari jadi Abah pulak tahun tu, adik belikan leather sandle untuk abah pakai masa nak buat haji kat Mekah.. tu ler hadiah terakhir buat abah.. tapi abah tak sempat pakai ke sana... abah pergi dulu tinggalkan kami... tapi adik janji.. al-fatihah untuk abah.. akan adik hadihkan setiap hari...

Tanggal 4 April 2008.. iaitu 3 hari selepas hari lahir abah... Abah passed away peacefully... Mama told me that Abah spent his last week calling up people to apologies... telling Mama that he will go far away... but of course at that time nobody took him seriously.... He called up Mama and put her mind at rest, finally. That morning.. 4th April, after telling Mama that he has make peace with Allah and himself, he left us without a goodbye.... especially me.. Adik tak sempat nak borak2 dgn Abah on that day.. Last cakap pun on Abah's birthday.. Abah left adik without seeing my baby.. my 1st kid.. my Adelina... at that time 4 month in my womb...

Yes. I cried when typing the above paragraph. I cried because my one and only Abah has died. I miss him.. i miss him a lot... al-Fatihah...

I still remember every single moment on that day... Macam baru jer berlaku... and Sally tak jemu nak cerita dan ingat saat2 itu... lagi2 wajah Abah yang sungguh suci semasa hari pengebumian... And.. I am glad that his final journey was made easy... I want to remember all good things about him...

So, sempena Hari Lahir Abah hari ni.. adik doakan abah tenang di sana.. dan ditempatkan di kalangan orang-orang yang beriman...

I will always love you....because, you are my Abah. Al-Fatihah

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