When I miss YOU...

Assalamualaikum... I dont know how to start but i miss my husband.. he always away from me and before this i don't mind at all... but lately i feel i miss him so much... 

OUTSTATION JOB... being apart.. leave wife.. leave husband.. leave kids... yup.. I hate doing outstation job.. but sometimes we need to sacrifice demi untuk mencari rezeki... Alhamdulillah rezeki itu Allah bagi buat kami... 

I still remember, 3 weeks after wedding day, my husband leave me for an outstation job to London.. for almost 1 month... huhu.... then for a few years.. we never be apart.. leave together.. susah senang together...Now, he is very busy.. involve in production house not as seronok as people think and see.. damn busy.. and i hate outstation job....  relationship via phone and now luckily we have facebook.. facetime... but i dun want all that.. not dat type of relationship..  i just want face to face.. huhu... agak 'selfish'kah ayat itu??? Its not sehari dua hari... seminggu.. 2 minggu... its month.. and even more.. i dun even dream marriage life like dis.. klu dulu tak nak kahwin army.. takut kena tinggal.. tapi skrg... pun kena tinggal jugak... huhuuu.... how rugi he was... Rugi tak dapat tgk Arissa's improvement day by day... what our kids eat.. how they play.. they laugh... and we can't share everything... all i can say that.. i just can laugh alone.. cry alone... and sometimes masa nak tidorkan Arissa.. dodoikan dia.. i cry.. cry because me.. alone.. with kids.. sob..sob...

Every morning.. i need to tabahkan hati.. just tell me.. tell my hati.. hubby kerja.. cari duit untuk we ols.. and he is a good husband.. tak pernah lalai call us everyday... tak pernah gagal kol me every single night just to say good night.. but this nite.. i just want to say I Miss u hubby... miss you a lot... selongkar almari baju... mana tahu ada baju yg masih ada bau hubby.. huhuu.. semua nyer dah bau softlan... nasib baik terpandang cap hubby... ada bau lagi.. berjurai2 air mata sambil peluk cap hubby... sampai anak mama tanya mama.. "mama, are u crying?? u hug babah's cap? I miss babah too.." huhuhuuuu.... masa tu mmg berjurai lagi ler air mata mama... yang dah memang ratu air mata ni... 

How do people, mainly housewives survive with their husbands being so busy? Nasib baik jugak I berkerjaya...   i have my own life.. my colleague... most of us pernah hadapi situasi yang sama... I know a lot of husbands are busy..mine is no different but I'm just not used to it.

I know a lot of husbands have late night meetings, some work late, some have to entertain clients at night, some travels a lot and is only home during weekends....yada yada yada..... How do they survive??

Well, I am surviving. I'm glad I have my kids to entertain me and keep me busy... but of coz.. i need you ... my hubby.

adioss..

Sally

 

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